A mirage of hope

Standing in between
my heart and my brain
I have to let go
of one of the chains.

Which do i trust..
Where would it lead?
I cut my thoughts
And watch'em bleed

Then finally
I decide
I'm letting go
of my mind

Although im aware
I might fall apart
I do not care
i'll listen to my heart
 
i made the choice
and its probably wrong
but in your hands
is where I belong

And if its just an illusion
And if its only a dream
And if im only building
hopes on fading steam

I don't wanna wake up
I don't wanna know
Until it all falls down
I'm not letting go
                                                     
I did not want to
But I had to choose
And the risk was you... ,
The only thing left to lose.